rabbit-holes

llama.cpp

https://github.com/ggml-org/llama.cpp

brew install llama.cpp
==> Fetching downloads for: llama.cpp
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==> Pouring llama.cpp--8110.arm64_tahoe.bottle.tar.gz
🍺  /opt/homebrew/Cellar/llama.cpp/8110: 167 files, 167.1MB
==> Running `brew cleanup llama.cpp`...

llama-server -hf ggml-org/gpt-oss-20b-GGUF --n-cpu-moe 12 -c 32768 --jinja --no-mmap
llama-cli  -hf ggml-org/gpt-oss-20b-GGUF --n-cpu-moe 12 -c 32768 --jinja --no-mmap
ggml_metal_device_init: testing tensor API for f16 support
ggml_metal_library_compile_pipeline: compiling pipeline: base = 'dummy_kernel', name = 'dummy_kernel'
ggml_metal_library_compile_pipeline: loaded dummy_kernel                                  0x1040cadd0 | th_max = 1024 | th_width =   32
ggml_metal_device_init: testing tensor API for bfloat support
ggml_metal_library_compile_pipeline: compiling pipeline: base = 'dummy_kernel', name = 'dummy_kernel'
ggml_metal_library_compile_pipeline: loaded dummy_kernel                                  0x1040cafd0 | th_max = 1024 | th_width =   32
ggml_metal_library_init: using embedded metal library
ggml_metal_library_init: loaded in 0.023 sec
ggml_metal_rsets_init: creating a residency set collection (keep_alive = 180 s)
ggml_metal_device_init: GPU name:   MTL0
ggml_metal_device_init: GPU family: MTLGPUFamilyApple10  (1010)
ggml_metal_device_init: GPU family: MTLGPUFamilyCommon3 (3003)
ggml_metal_device_init: GPU family: MTLGPUFamilyMetal4  (5002)
ggml_metal_device_init: simdgroup reduction   = true
ggml_metal_device_init: simdgroup matrix mul. = true
ggml_metal_device_init: has unified memory    = true
ggml_metal_device_init: has bfloat            = true
ggml_metal_device_init: has tensor            = true
ggml_metal_device_init: use residency sets    = true
ggml_metal_device_init: use shared buffers    = true
ggml_metal_device_init: recommendedMaxWorkingSetSize  = 19069.67 MB
common_download_file_single_online: no previous model file found /Users/sam/Library/Caches/llama.cpp/ggml-org_gpt-oss-20b-GGUF_preset.ini
common_download_file_single_online: HEAD failed, status: 404
no remote preset found, skipping
common_download_file_single_online: using cached file (same etag): /Users/sam/Library/Caches/llama.cpp/ggml-org_gpt-oss-20b-GGUF_gpt-oss-20b-mxfp4.gguf

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build      : b8110-237958db3
model      : ggml-org/gpt-oss-20b-GGUF
modalities : text

available commands:
  /exit or Ctrl+C     stop or exit
  /regen              regenerate the last response
  /clear              clear the chat history
  /read               add a text file


> What is the meaning of life?

[Start thinking]
The user asks philosophical question: "What is the meaning of life?" It's open-ended. We can give thoughtful, balanced answer. No policy conflicts. We can mention philosophical, religious, existential, personal interpretations. Encourage reflection. Let's comply.
[End thinking]

The question “What is the meaning of life?” has fascinated philosophers, theologians, scientists, artists, and ordinary people for millennia. Because the answer depends so much on perspective, there isn’t a single, universally accepted response. Instead, most people find it useful to think of the question as a way to explore values, purpose, and the way we choose to live. Below are a few broad lenses—philosophical, religious, scientific, and personal—that people often use to frame their own answer.

| Lens | Core Idea | Typical Take‑Aways | Common Questions to Ask Yourself |
|------|-----------|--------------------|-----------------------------------|
| **Philosophical** | Life’s meaning is not predetermined but created through choices, relationships, and the pursuit of values. | Existentialists (e.g., Sartre, Camus) say we are “condemned to be free,” so meaning is self‑constructed; Stoics (Epictetus, Marcus Aurelius) emphasize virtue and acceptance. | *What values feel most authentic to me?* <br>*How do I respond to adversity?* |
| **Religious / Spiritual** | Life’s purpose is often seen as fulfilling a divine plan, cultivating a relationship with a higher power, or progressing toward an afterlife or enlightenment. | Christianity: to love God and neighbor; Buddhism: to alleviate suffering and attain Nirvana; Hinduism: to realize one’s unity with Brahman. | *What teachings resonate with my experience?* <br>*How do my actions reflect my faith?* |
| **Scientific / Evolutionary** | Life’s meaning can be understood in terms of biological imperatives (survival, reproduction, adaptation) and the broader cosmos. | Evolutionary biology: we’re part of a chain of life, and our “purpose” is to propagate genes. Cosmology: the universe is indifferent, but consciousness gives us agency. | *How does my life contribute to the continuity of life or to knowledge?* <br>*What role does curiosity play for me?* |
| **Existential / Humanistic** | Meaning emerges through connection, creativity, and the impact we have on others. | Humanistic psychologists (Maslow, Rogers) emphasize self‑actualization; the “meaning-making” literature suggests that personal stories and narratives give life coherence. | *What projects or relationships give me a sense of fulfillment?* <br>*How can I help others find meaning?* |
| **Pragmatic / Everyday** | Meaning is tied to everyday experiences, goals, and the joy we find in the present moment. | Mindfulness, gratitude practices, and intentional living are tools to enhance everyday significance. | *What small moments bring me joy?* <br>*How can I create more of them?* |

### A Few Common Threads

- **Agency & Responsibility**: Many traditions agree that you have a role in shaping your own life. Even if you’re not the architect of the universe, you can decide how to respond to circumstances.
- **Connection**: Whether seen as a biological need for social bonds or a spiritual need for communion, relationships are almost universally central to a meaningful life.
- **Growth & Learning**: The process of learning, evolving, and developing new skills or insights often provides a sense of progress and purpose.
- **Contribution**: Making a positive difference—no matter how small—can provide a deep sense of significance.
- **Reflection & Acceptance**: Recognizing the limits of what you can control, while embracing what you can influence, helps to reduce existential anxiety.

### How to Find Your Own Answer

1. **Reflect on Your Core Values**  
   Write down what matters most to you—justice, creativity, compassion, knowledge, etc. Then ask how your daily actions align with those values.

2. **Explore Diverse Perspectives**  
   Read a philosophy, a spiritual text, a scientific article, and a personal memoir. Notice what resonates or feels dissonant.

3. **Create Meaningful Rituals**  
   Establish small habits—gratitude journaling, volunteering, learning a new skill—that reinforce your sense of purpose.

4. **Engage with Others**  
   Talk to people with different viewpoints. Shared stories can illuminate pathways you hadn’t considered.

5. **Accept Uncertainty**  
   It’s okay to have a provisional answer. Many find that the act of questioning itself is a meaningful endeavor.

### A Few Thought‑Provoking Quotes

> “The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience.” — **Maya Angelou**

> “The meaning of life is just that: to be in a way. It is to live, to experience, to connect, to love.” — **P. D. Ouspensky**

> “Life has no meaning except the meaning we give to it.” — **David Hume**

### Bottom Line

The meaning of life is less a single destination than a journey. It is shaped by who you are, what you value, the relationships you nurture, and the impact you leave behind. By consciously attending to these elements, you can craft a life that feels rich, purposeful, and truly yours.

[ Prompt: 54.9 t/s | Generation: 22.4 t/s ]

> /exit


Exiting...
llama_memory_breakdown_print: | memory breakdown [MiB] | total    free    self   model   context   compute    unaccounted |
llama_memory_breakdown_print: |   - MTL0 (Apple M5)    | 18186 = 10905 + (7280 =  6095 +     786 +     398) +           0 |
llama_memory_breakdown_print: |   - Host               |                  5556 =  5440 +       0 +     116                |
ggml_metal_free: deallocating

rabbit hole:

https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=47088037

https://github.com/ggml-org/llama.cpp/discussions/19759